Jesus, hold me now

Living on my own, thinking for myself
Castles in the sand, temporary wealth
Now the walls are falling down
Now the storms are closing in
And here I am again

Jesus, hold me now
I need to feel You in this place
To know You’re by my side
And hear Your voice tonight
Jesus, hold me now
I long for Your embrace
I’m beat and broken down
I can’t find my way out
Jesus, hold me now

Curse this morning sun, drags me into one more day
Of reaping what I’ve sown, living with my shame
Welcome to my world, and the life that I have made
One day you’re a prince, and the next day you’re a slave

Lord, I just looked up today
And realized how far away I am from where You are
I don’t know what else to pray
Broken at Your feet I lay
The life I’ve torn apart

Jesus, hold me now
Jesus, hold me now
Jesus, hold me now
Jesus, hold me now


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I cried.
I miss His presence.
I miss Him in my life.
I miss His tangible touch in my heart.
I've not been giving Him my whole heart.

I cried.
When i read about what happened on that prayer group.
It grew.
It grew.
God is so faithful.
He listens.
He indeed listens.
And He is now expanding.
What is of little.
What is of that 5 loaves and 2 fish.
To as many to feed the 5000.
He works miracles.
He works repentance at heart.
Jesus, You are the One.
It's worth living for You.
It's worth it.
I'll seek You,
and you'll be found.
Because You said,
"Seek me, and you'll find me, when you seek me with all your heart."
i trust in Your word.
Because i trust You.
Indeed Your words never fail.
Your words are never in vain.
Your words are LIFE.
You are the Word.
And You are the Life!
I love you, Jesus.